Time is just like a lighting bolt, passes very fast. 18 years old life had over and i has grow older( I wish i could stay longer in 18th ). This year birthday not as happier than previous year but i still appreciate them for wishing me, celebrating my birthday, giving me present and cards. Thanks, friends.. This year birthday a bit different, celebrated one day earlier and I won't forget the cream on my hair, luckly not on my face. Anyway, I felt happy for the whole celebration.
One year older already, i think my mindset has to grow mature too, more capable to organize my life well. I hope i wont waste my time in this year.. I will learn everything i could and do my best in everything i will do. Upgrading and improving mindset must cultivate in me that i will accelerate in this year from ordinary to extraordinary. Come on!! Push all the way through!!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
First day after CNY
Time passes so fast. One week holiday had endeed and back to study life. However, today in school non of us are inspired to study, all still in holiday mood.. I think a lot of classmates felt so boring and tired today, maybe because over played during their holiday. Actually it is same goes to me, still don't have the inspiration to study where trial exam is 3 weeks away from now. At least I studied today that tuned the frequenc back to normal. As I said, i will start to do my best in all things that I do in my life. I will never let this to delay again, if not i can't success in my life. Gambateh.. ^^
Sunday, January 10, 2010
2010
One year past so fast and another year is progressing. However, i never regret of what i did in 2009, i enjoyed my process of living in 2009. From 2008 to 2009, i am growing. From 2009 to 2010, I am growing. Same goes to this year, i will grow as well in mentality, physically, character, attitude and of course my spiritual growth. This year will be accelerating year, many things will happen. This year will be trainning year, that's why i told myself, i cant be lazy anymore. I want to grow more mature, have improvement in organising myself.
Prophetic word for this year, government of God will governed in my life. Myself will totally died in this year. This year, I had many responsibility that maybe i will have short of time but i believe time cant limit me. In Him, no limitation and no boundaries. I must bear this statement in my mind, 'I am different from others'.. I have greater things in future for me to do, it's all start now..
Just simply tell you a bit about my daily activity. Mostly study, one week three days teaching tuition and then this year I ventures myself in business field. Although I knew will be hard for a person that not really know how to socialize with people like me, no matter it has a starting point. Nothing starts easy, but along the way, it will become easier. I love to challenge myself although I am lazy.
My resolution in this year is just simple, growing more in stature and be a different me that was in 2009. I have dreams, a lot of dreams but i knew without effort, it wont come true. Maybe hardworking is the thing i want to work with this year. Just tell you one of my dream, I hope to study in ANU degree in Actuarial Science and Finance and then work for 3 years, then Take MBA in Stamford or Harvard. Of course, it just a dream. I want it to fulfill but I will follow what God plans for me. ^^
Prophetic word for this year, government of God will governed in my life. Myself will totally died in this year. This year, I had many responsibility that maybe i will have short of time but i believe time cant limit me. In Him, no limitation and no boundaries. I must bear this statement in my mind, 'I am different from others'.. I have greater things in future for me to do, it's all start now..
Just simply tell you a bit about my daily activity. Mostly study, one week three days teaching tuition and then this year I ventures myself in business field. Although I knew will be hard for a person that not really know how to socialize with people like me, no matter it has a starting point. Nothing starts easy, but along the way, it will become easier. I love to challenge myself although I am lazy.
My resolution in this year is just simple, growing more in stature and be a different me that was in 2009. I have dreams, a lot of dreams but i knew without effort, it wont come true. Maybe hardworking is the thing i want to work with this year. Just tell you one of my dream, I hope to study in ANU degree in Actuarial Science and Finance and then work for 3 years, then Take MBA in Stamford or Harvard. Of course, it just a dream. I want it to fulfill but I will follow what God plans for me. ^^
Friday, December 25, 2009
Bangkok Trip
Just few days after came back from Bangkok trip, I still missed the short 5 days at there. Before I went to the trip, I not feel like going because my wrong perception on that place. It is because of this trip, i realise there are many nice place and besides that, not just about the views but the governing system at there is different. They really put a lot of attention on every tourist. They put tourists as priority, never abide tourists. This is a first class tourism that every country should have. One more thing that make me feel comfortable to live at there is no racist, every person that are capable have opportunities. Just feel that if got chance, i want to go there again but not by tour. By own is more challenging and can learn many things in just one trip.
I have this thought is when I met a person who sit beside me in plane. His words changed my thought and makes me looking forward for it. I had a long period of chatting with him although he is 34 and i am 18. Well, there are no age gap for me. i think is time to make some move and take some actions to change myself. I believe this will really change my life to become even more mature. Indeed, whoever interested and really serious in pack bag can join me as well. ^^
I have this thought is when I met a person who sit beside me in plane. His words changed my thought and makes me looking forward for it. I had a long period of chatting with him although he is 34 and i am 18. Well, there are no age gap for me. i think is time to make some move and take some actions to change myself. I believe this will really change my life to become even more mature. Indeed, whoever interested and really serious in pack bag can join me as well. ^^
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Eyes are open..
It's been a long time. Time past by so fast. However time is not the factor that I really emphasis but is the process that I am going through. During this period, I had grown up very much in stature and in understanding as well. I begin to comprehend what is really in depth. My eyes are opened, things begin to revealed to me. Is this thing that upgraded myself.
In college, I had seen a part of a true world and I am glad that I am not part of this world. I am glad that I knew who I am in this world. I knew my purposes and my cores. I believe I can stand up to make a stand. I believe I am the global leader that will make a changes in this world. However, it is not by my power, not by my might but by the spirit of God. The ingredients that carried inside of me will no longer in sleeping mode but it is activated. Laziness cannot bring me any far from my starting point. It's the determination that I must acquire to breakthrough and endure heading towards the end which is called success.
Without a single effort, there will not be a success exist in my life. Dream is what we have to pursue but not waiting for it to come true itself. Success is in me, if only I start well and end well, the roots will firmly grown into the ground that nothing that affect me. How to start well? First, our heart are always needed to connect to our Heavenly Father. We are to finish His will not own will. Everyday we live is not depend on our ownself but by His words. Man does not live by bread alone but on every words that proceed by the mouth of God.
The day will come. I will achieve success in His presence. Preparation is started now. Heading towards winning..
In college, I had seen a part of a true world and I am glad that I am not part of this world. I am glad that I knew who I am in this world. I knew my purposes and my cores. I believe I can stand up to make a stand. I believe I am the global leader that will make a changes in this world. However, it is not by my power, not by my might but by the spirit of God. The ingredients that carried inside of me will no longer in sleeping mode but it is activated. Laziness cannot bring me any far from my starting point. It's the determination that I must acquire to breakthrough and endure heading towards the end which is called success.
Without a single effort, there will not be a success exist in my life. Dream is what we have to pursue but not waiting for it to come true itself. Success is in me, if only I start well and end well, the roots will firmly grown into the ground that nothing that affect me. How to start well? First, our heart are always needed to connect to our Heavenly Father. We are to finish His will not own will. Everyday we live is not depend on our ownself but by His words. Man does not live by bread alone but on every words that proceed by the mouth of God.
The day will come. I will achieve success in His presence. Preparation is started now. Heading towards winning..
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Moving up high
I have no choice but to update my blog the next day because my computer already invaded by viruses.. I hope the computer will fixed as soon as possible to continue my blogging..
It was a tiring day yesterday.. After badminton held in my college, i had a nice bath.. Every parts of my body are in numb( it's simply means very tired ).. However, i can't afford to lose at this fight, i must boast up to study.. The longer I study, the heavier my eyes be.. At last, I slept around 11pm but at least i managed to study something..
Actually there was nothing special to happen yesterday but not at the night before i slept.. What's wrong i did? I just shared to her my things, she can't accept?? I given her chances after chances.. I felt i am not suit her, i really felt tired in this struggling relationship.. I do not want BGR to affect me to move in the kingdom pathway.. I had a great desire to have her moving along with me in the pathway but i can't force her because it's all depend on her and God..
I felt hurt and sad for a moment, then i told myself must forget it.. I managed to do it.. I felt myself moving up a level high.. Eric.. Move on!!!^^
It was a tiring day yesterday.. After badminton held in my college, i had a nice bath.. Every parts of my body are in numb( it's simply means very tired ).. However, i can't afford to lose at this fight, i must boast up to study.. The longer I study, the heavier my eyes be.. At last, I slept around 11pm but at least i managed to study something..
Actually there was nothing special to happen yesterday but not at the night before i slept.. What's wrong i did? I just shared to her my things, she can't accept?? I given her chances after chances.. I felt i am not suit her, i really felt tired in this struggling relationship.. I do not want BGR to affect me to move in the kingdom pathway.. I had a great desire to have her moving along with me in the pathway but i can't force her because it's all depend on her and God..
I felt hurt and sad for a moment, then i told myself must forget it.. I managed to do it.. I felt myself moving up a level high.. Eric.. Move on!!!^^
Monday, September 28, 2009
Overcoming...
What a tiring day!! Even before i went to school, i feel very sleepy.. Maybe is because sleeping late or not well.. Well, i still managed to go to school.. Nothing happen much today, it's just ordinary day as before.. Just one thing that made me sad but i accepted the fact which i only got 25/50 in my further math applied test 2.. Well, no one are responsible in it except me, is all because of my laziness.. I am trying to overcome it which it's shown when i started to write blog..^^.. Move on, Eric.. endure forever..
I must be more conscious in every in my life, take noted of every single things that happen just like today. A mistake brings a problem.. My friend asked me do not open other files but only one specific file but my curiosity prompted me to discover one of the file and finally my computer is vulnerable for virus the invade.. At that instant, i felt a strong feeling that i made a mistake. I learned this lesson and i will do that again but at last my computer in order. Thanks God. He did everything for a purpose.
I must not let my heart's fire extinguish, let it burn until the very end. I must move on, grow stronger in stature. Only dealing of Gods can make my life grow more mature. Only problems and hindrances can make me grow in stature. I am ready!! ^^
I must be more conscious in every in my life, take noted of every single things that happen just like today. A mistake brings a problem.. My friend asked me do not open other files but only one specific file but my curiosity prompted me to discover one of the file and finally my computer is vulnerable for virus the invade.. At that instant, i felt a strong feeling that i made a mistake. I learned this lesson and i will do that again but at last my computer in order. Thanks God. He did everything for a purpose.
I must not let my heart's fire extinguish, let it burn until the very end. I must move on, grow stronger in stature. Only dealing of Gods can make my life grow more mature. Only problems and hindrances can make me grow in stature. I am ready!! ^^
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