Bangkok Trip

Just few days after came back from Bangkok trip, I still missed the short 5 days at there. Before I went to the trip, I not feel like going because my wrong perception on that place. It is because of this trip, i realise there are many nice place and besides that, not just about the views but the governing system at there is different. They really put a lot of attention on every tourist. They put tourists as priority, never abide tourists. This is a first class tourism that every country should have. One more thing that make me feel comfortable to live at there is no racist, every person that are capable have opportunities. Just feel that if got chance, i want to go there again but not by tour. By own is more challenging and can learn many things in just one trip.

I have this thought is when I met a person who sit beside me in plane. His words changed my thought and makes me looking forward for it. I had a long period of chatting with him although he is 34 and i am 18. Well, there are no age gap for me. i think is time to make some move and take some actions to change myself. I believe this will really change my life to become even more mature. Indeed, whoever interested and really serious in pack bag can join me as well. ^^

Eyes are open..

It's been a long time. Time past by so fast. However time is not the factor that I really emphasis but is the process that I am going through. During this period, I had grown up very much in stature and in understanding as well. I begin to comprehend what is really in depth. My eyes are opened, things begin to revealed to me. Is this thing that upgraded myself.

In college, I had seen a part of a true world and I am glad that I am not part of this world. I am glad that I knew who I am in this world. I knew my purposes and my cores. I believe I can stand up to make a stand. I believe I am the global leader that will make a changes in this world. However, it is not by my power, not by my might but by the spirit of God. The ingredients that carried inside of me will no longer in sleeping mode but it is activated. Laziness cannot bring me any far from my starting point. It's the determination that I must acquire to breakthrough and endure heading towards the end which is called success.

Without a single effort, there will not be a success exist in my life. Dream is what we have to pursue but not waiting for it to come true itself. Success is in me, if only I start well and end well, the roots will firmly grown into the ground that nothing that affect me. How to start well? First, our heart are always needed to connect to our Heavenly Father. We are to finish His will not own will. Everyday we live is not depend on our ownself but by His words. Man does not live by bread alone but on every words that proceed by the mouth of God.

The day will come. I will achieve success in His presence. Preparation is started now. Heading towards winning..

Moving up high

I have no choice but to update my blog the next day because my computer already invaded by viruses.. I hope the computer will fixed as soon as possible to continue my blogging..

It was a tiring day yesterday.. After badminton held in my college, i had a nice bath.. Every parts of my body are in numb( it's simply means very tired ).. However, i can't afford to lose at this fight, i must boast up to study.. The longer I study, the heavier my eyes be.. At last, I slept around 11pm but at least i managed to study something..

Actually there was nothing special to happen yesterday but not at the night before i slept.. What's wrong i did? I just shared to her my things, she can't accept?? I given her chances after chances.. I felt i am not suit her, i really felt tired in this struggling relationship.. I do not want BGR to affect me to move in the kingdom pathway.. I had a great desire to have her moving along with me in the pathway but i can't force her because it's all depend on her and God..

I felt hurt and sad for a moment, then i told myself must forget it.. I managed to do it.. I felt myself moving up a level high.. Eric.. Move on!!!^^

Overcoming...

What a tiring day!! Even before i went to school, i feel very sleepy.. Maybe is because sleeping late or not well.. Well, i still managed to go to school.. Nothing happen much today, it's just ordinary day as before.. Just one thing that made me sad but i accepted the fact which i only got 25/50 in my further math applied test 2.. Well, no one are responsible in it except me, is all because of my laziness.. I am trying to overcome it which it's shown when i started to write blog..^^.. Move on, Eric.. endure forever..

I must be more conscious in every in my life, take noted of every single things that happen just like today. A mistake brings a problem.. My friend asked me do not open other files but only one specific file but my curiosity prompted me to discover one of the file and finally my computer is vulnerable for virus the invade.. At that instant, i felt a strong feeling that i made a mistake. I learned this lesson and i will do that again but at last my computer in order. Thanks God. He did everything for a purpose.

I must not let my heart's fire extinguish, let it burn until the very end. I must move on, grow stronger in stature. Only dealing of Gods can make my life grow more mature. Only problems and hindrances can make me grow in stature. I am ready!! ^^

After so long...

It's been a long time i didn't update my blog.. It is all because of the "attraction by the art of laziness"( nice quote from my friend.^^).. However through a conversation, someone that so close yet so far inspired me to have the determination to continue write my blog.. I am going to continue my purpose of writing blog.^^

Today is my first day school reopen after Hari Raya.. Happy day always past so instant, hope to make it stay longer but meeting my college friends also a happier thing.. Indeed, I must keep myself joyful always, although emotion may down, I will surely not make it stay longer, this is a way to increase my stature in life.. After all, just start the first day, some funny and silly thing happened.. One of my friend brought a souvenir for me today. I have no idea where he bought that but that's not the main point. At first when I got it from him, i thought is was chocolate or something to bite and eat, maybe is because of starving situation, and that time i was chatting with them and not realize that was not a food to eat.. Then i put it in my mouth until one of my friend alerted me and at that moment i taste something weird. Immediately, I took out that from my mouth, the taste made me feel like vomiting.. Is it very funny?? I think so.. That was the only funny incidence happened today. Ah.. i almost forgotten, after my class today, i went to Pizza Hut in Genting Klang to meet my friend that recently came back from Sabah. My physical body almost can't stand for the tiredness I had but because the friendship and a hardly chance to meet with her, I forced myself to go..

I reached home around 5pm and is time i release my tiredness on my little comfortable sofa.. Without realizing, 2 hours past.. Ah.. I gonna late for my class at 8pm but luckily i managed to attend. I think you must wondering what class I having right?? This class is to building a strong foundation in life, today class is so different from others.. We had great and interesting sharing today.. Everyone is not carrying any pressure to share their opinions, it was great. "The beginning was the words, the words was with God and the words was God. He is with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made, without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness , but the darkness has not understood it. John 1:1-5. We are assigned to memorize it and to share what this words impact in my life. If is by my own thought, i can't answer it but suddenly God just reviewed the explanation for me. As i began to shared, the words kept on flow without my expectation. "When we faced problems, find the solution from bible because it is life and is God, do not turn to world method, there is no assurance in it. When you face a problem, prayer cant help you to solve. His words is the answer for your problem. Act on His words.." This is what God reviewed to me..

After the class, I shared my question to my pastor and we had a friendly talk. After the sharing I knew selective on friends is not a bad decision at all. Not every friends is suitable for me and can fit in when chatting but do not abide them, be friendly with them. You are with them but not of them.. I understood it clearly. By the way, I am kind of person wanting friends that can inspire each other along the journey of life ( every aspect of life ) and moving maturity together..

Other that that, I learned a teaching today and i will keep it forever, to increase a stature in life, a person must let God deal with his life.. With this, i am going to practice it out in my life.. The few days i am listening a teaching about stature, i realize how important it is to increase a stature.

Life goes on!! more things reviewed to me tomorrow, I must keep my pace constantly and have strong determination, not easily intimidate by environment. With God, there was life!!

9 weeks in Tar College

It is week 9 of my studying in Tar College. I was busying with my studies that freaks me out. However, I was not give up of what I am doing right now because I clearly know my final destination and destiny is to study abroad and gain success. I believe I will be the one that will break the impossibilities to have full scholarship to study abroad. This breakthrough will not only be my own portion but is the starting point for the same supernatural happens and become a norm in the world. During this 9 weeks period, I had many people with different kind of attitude, characters and especially their attire in my college. The big difference of college and school is that college is too open and leak of discipline especially about their attire. Many girls wear too baggy or skimpy and guys as well, their wearing is like going out for shopping. In my opinion, attire is a sign of respecting our college and lecturers as well. Haiz.. no comment already.

Now talking about my lecturers, I quite like every of my lecturers except one who teaching like a rocket speed ( Mr. Soh ). I still very concern of the eleventh hour of information about the test 1. He did not give us enough time to prepare our exam, so everyone in class screw in test 1 except one of our SN10P genius, Ang Juli. Haha, She is actually a transfer student from SN10A ( a full A1 class ), but one thing I like to be friend with her is she is very friendly although sometime she is dangerous .HAHA!!! Regarding our physic lecturer, Mr Soh, I quite satisfy of how he teaches but I hope he can change his style of teaching.

Last Sunday (4/7/09) was Tar College Talent Time Night 2009, I was very excited because I had a V.I.P sit. In the event stated 4pm start, I do not want to miss of the activities so I went early that day but I was bored for 2 hours. The funny thing is elderly couple sitting behind me could not stand the bored feel so had fall in sleep. That night, I felt very tired but very worth because of the amazing performance from the finalist. They all sing and dance professionally. I was astonished with their performance until I cannot judge which will be the champion for each category. It’s been a long night and fun night. I hope this coming Sunday Odyssey Night can sit in V.I.P row as well.

All this is just a summary for these 9 weeks, actually I have many things to share but if I continue, it will take a whole night to complete it. Haha!! Good Night!!

Finally!!

Month after month of confusion in thinking about course need to be take and my career pathway, finally it comes to an end. The feel is very good and comfortable after making a hard and long decision. Actually this is not a hard decision, is the person who make it difficult. I had actually knowing that God will prosper me in every area that i had chosen to but is the heart and the mind that doubting. Through this, i had learn a lesson, do not use our physical mind and thought to think something complicated, do not let others words easily affect you but focus more on God's word and works that will done in your life. " Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow has it's worry itself." " Seek Him 1st His kingdom and everything will be added unto you."Through this, I had overcome and breakthrough in making decision, if not I think now i wont have start any of my tertiary study. It's time to start a new life in college and the life will be different but the most important thing is always remember what God will do in my life. This is the words that i keep on remind myself."NEVER GIVE UP AND REGRET OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE."

How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, How great is our God
Your name above all names,
Worthy of all praise,
My heart will sing,
How great is our God...

Through this song, it converted a life into a new dimension of life. "How great is Our God". In him, nothing is impossible. From starting of my life, i had choose to follow and believe in Him. This is a decision that I never felt regret before because He is the one that change my life every second in my life. This can be proved by who is close to me that how i changed from day to day, from year to year. Actually, christian is not a religion but is a relationship with God. A true christian is not a word "christian" around mouth but is crucified deeply in our heart. As you really follow God, you can see your life is different from past, you can see your is full of purpose. Unless you try or you will never experience it. This is just the starting of my life which will be a amazing life. amazingnewstcc@blogspot.com :)