I have no choice but to update my blog the next day because my computer already invaded by viruses.. I hope the computer will fixed as soon as possible to continue my blogging..
It was a tiring day yesterday.. After badminton held in my college, i had a nice bath.. Every parts of my body are in numb( it's simply means very tired ).. However, i can't afford to lose at this fight, i must boast up to study.. The longer I study, the heavier my eyes be.. At last, I slept around 11pm but at least i managed to study something..
Actually there was nothing special to happen yesterday but not at the night before i slept.. What's wrong i did? I just shared to her my things, she can't accept?? I given her chances after chances.. I felt i am not suit her, i really felt tired in this struggling relationship.. I do not want BGR to affect me to move in the kingdom pathway.. I had a great desire to have her moving along with me in the pathway but i can't force her because it's all depend on her and God..
I felt hurt and sad for a moment, then i told myself must forget it.. I managed to do it.. I felt myself moving up a level high.. Eric.. Move on!!!^^
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Overcoming...
What a tiring day!! Even before i went to school, i feel very sleepy.. Maybe is because sleeping late or not well.. Well, i still managed to go to school.. Nothing happen much today, it's just ordinary day as before.. Just one thing that made me sad but i accepted the fact which i only got 25/50 in my further math applied test 2.. Well, no one are responsible in it except me, is all because of my laziness.. I am trying to overcome it which it's shown when i started to write blog..^^.. Move on, Eric.. endure forever..
I must be more conscious in every in my life, take noted of every single things that happen just like today. A mistake brings a problem.. My friend asked me do not open other files but only one specific file but my curiosity prompted me to discover one of the file and finally my computer is vulnerable for virus the invade.. At that instant, i felt a strong feeling that i made a mistake. I learned this lesson and i will do that again but at last my computer in order. Thanks God. He did everything for a purpose.
I must not let my heart's fire extinguish, let it burn until the very end. I must move on, grow stronger in stature. Only dealing of Gods can make my life grow more mature. Only problems and hindrances can make me grow in stature. I am ready!! ^^
I must be more conscious in every in my life, take noted of every single things that happen just like today. A mistake brings a problem.. My friend asked me do not open other files but only one specific file but my curiosity prompted me to discover one of the file and finally my computer is vulnerable for virus the invade.. At that instant, i felt a strong feeling that i made a mistake. I learned this lesson and i will do that again but at last my computer in order. Thanks God. He did everything for a purpose.
I must not let my heart's fire extinguish, let it burn until the very end. I must move on, grow stronger in stature. Only dealing of Gods can make my life grow more mature. Only problems and hindrances can make me grow in stature. I am ready!! ^^
Thursday, September 24, 2009
After so long...
It's been a long time i didn't update my blog.. It is all because of the "attraction by the art of laziness"( nice quote from my friend.^^).. However through a conversation, someone that so close yet so far inspired me to have the determination to continue write my blog.. I am going to continue my purpose of writing blog.^^
Today is my first day school reopen after Hari Raya.. Happy day always past so instant, hope to make it stay longer but meeting my college friends also a happier thing.. Indeed, I must keep myself joyful always, although emotion may down, I will surely not make it stay longer, this is a way to increase my stature in life.. After all, just start the first day, some funny and silly thing happened.. One of my friend brought a souvenir for me today. I have no idea where he bought that but that's not the main point. At first when I got it from him, i thought is was chocolate or something to bite and eat, maybe is because of starving situation, and that time i was chatting with them and not realize that was not a food to eat.. Then i put it in my mouth until one of my friend alerted me and at that moment i taste something weird. Immediately, I took out that from my mouth, the taste made me feel like vomiting.. Is it very funny?? I think so.. That was the only funny incidence happened today. Ah.. i almost forgotten, after my class today, i went to Pizza Hut in Genting Klang to meet my friend that recently came back from Sabah. My physical body almost can't stand for the tiredness I had but because the friendship and a hardly chance to meet with her, I forced myself to go..
I reached home around 5pm and is time i release my tiredness on my little comfortable sofa.. Without realizing, 2 hours past.. Ah.. I gonna late for my class at 8pm but luckily i managed to attend. I think you must wondering what class I having right?? This class is to building a strong foundation in life, today class is so different from others.. We had great and interesting sharing today.. Everyone is not carrying any pressure to share their opinions, it was great. "The beginning was the words, the words was with God and the words was God. He is with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made, without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness , but the darkness has not understood it. John 1:1-5. We are assigned to memorize it and to share what this words impact in my life. If is by my own thought, i can't answer it but suddenly God just reviewed the explanation for me. As i began to shared, the words kept on flow without my expectation. "When we faced problems, find the solution from bible because it is life and is God, do not turn to world method, there is no assurance in it. When you face a problem, prayer cant help you to solve. His words is the answer for your problem. Act on His words.." This is what God reviewed to me..
After the class, I shared my question to my pastor and we had a friendly talk. After the sharing I knew selective on friends is not a bad decision at all. Not every friends is suitable for me and can fit in when chatting but do not abide them, be friendly with them. You are with them but not of them.. I understood it clearly. By the way, I am kind of person wanting friends that can inspire each other along the journey of life ( every aspect of life ) and moving maturity together..
Other that that, I learned a teaching today and i will keep it forever, to increase a stature in life, a person must let God deal with his life.. With this, i am going to practice it out in my life.. The few days i am listening a teaching about stature, i realize how important it is to increase a stature.
Life goes on!! more things reviewed to me tomorrow, I must keep my pace constantly and have strong determination, not easily intimidate by environment. With God, there was life!!
Today is my first day school reopen after Hari Raya.. Happy day always past so instant, hope to make it stay longer but meeting my college friends also a happier thing.. Indeed, I must keep myself joyful always, although emotion may down, I will surely not make it stay longer, this is a way to increase my stature in life.. After all, just start the first day, some funny and silly thing happened.. One of my friend brought a souvenir for me today. I have no idea where he bought that but that's not the main point. At first when I got it from him, i thought is was chocolate or something to bite and eat, maybe is because of starving situation, and that time i was chatting with them and not realize that was not a food to eat.. Then i put it in my mouth until one of my friend alerted me and at that moment i taste something weird. Immediately, I took out that from my mouth, the taste made me feel like vomiting.. Is it very funny?? I think so.. That was the only funny incidence happened today. Ah.. i almost forgotten, after my class today, i went to Pizza Hut in Genting Klang to meet my friend that recently came back from Sabah. My physical body almost can't stand for the tiredness I had but because the friendship and a hardly chance to meet with her, I forced myself to go..
I reached home around 5pm and is time i release my tiredness on my little comfortable sofa.. Without realizing, 2 hours past.. Ah.. I gonna late for my class at 8pm but luckily i managed to attend. I think you must wondering what class I having right?? This class is to building a strong foundation in life, today class is so different from others.. We had great and interesting sharing today.. Everyone is not carrying any pressure to share their opinions, it was great. "The beginning was the words, the words was with God and the words was God. He is with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made, without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness , but the darkness has not understood it. John 1:1-5. We are assigned to memorize it and to share what this words impact in my life. If is by my own thought, i can't answer it but suddenly God just reviewed the explanation for me. As i began to shared, the words kept on flow without my expectation. "When we faced problems, find the solution from bible because it is life and is God, do not turn to world method, there is no assurance in it. When you face a problem, prayer cant help you to solve. His words is the answer for your problem. Act on His words.." This is what God reviewed to me..
After the class, I shared my question to my pastor and we had a friendly talk. After the sharing I knew selective on friends is not a bad decision at all. Not every friends is suitable for me and can fit in when chatting but do not abide them, be friendly with them. You are with them but not of them.. I understood it clearly. By the way, I am kind of person wanting friends that can inspire each other along the journey of life ( every aspect of life ) and moving maturity together..
Other that that, I learned a teaching today and i will keep it forever, to increase a stature in life, a person must let God deal with his life.. With this, i am going to practice it out in my life.. The few days i am listening a teaching about stature, i realize how important it is to increase a stature.
Life goes on!! more things reviewed to me tomorrow, I must keep my pace constantly and have strong determination, not easily intimidate by environment. With God, there was life!!
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